The Young & Restless

I’ve just realised how touching this great ballad from Shayne Ward’s No Promises album entitle That’s My Goal. Well some may think it’s a little slow but to me everytime I listen to it, it brings a sense of couragement. If you didn’t know, Shayne Ward was the second winner of UK’s reality show X-Factor. Check out the video above

Lyric;

You know where I come from,
You know my story,
You know why I’m standing here…
Tonight,
Please don’t go,
Don’t be in a hurry,
I’m here to make it clear,
Make it right,

Well I know I’ve acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I’ve finally found that something
Worth reaching for,

I’m not here to say I’m sorry,
I’m not here to lie to you,
I’m here to say I’m ready,
That I’ve finally thought it through,
I’m not here to let your love go,
I’m not giving up oh no,
I’m here to win your heart and soul,
That’s my goal.

Please don’t go,
You know that I need you,
I can’t breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I’ve acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
No more….

I’m not here to say I’m sorry,
I’m not here to lie to you,
I’m here to say I’m ready,
That I’ve finally thought it through,
I’m not here to let your love go,
I’m not giving up oh no,
I’m here to win your heart and soul,
That’s my goal.

Well I won’t stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say I love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
Ever and ever….

I’m not here to say I’m sorry,
I’m not here to say I’m sorry,
I’m not here to lie to you,
I’m here to say I’m ready,
That I’ve finally thought it through,
I’m not here to let your love go,
I’m not giving up oh no,
I’m here to win your heart and soul,
(That’s why I’m here babe) Yes I’m here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal…. 

Oh btw, I remembered I took a pic with him too!! LOL…let me have a look…oh here it is;

HAHAHAHAHA…. got you! That’s not really him lah..just his wax figurine which I took at Madame Tussauds in London XD

Few weeks have passed since my last entry in this blog. Weird lah…it’s like I don’t dig blogging anymore. The passion of expressing and updating myself just isn’t there, even though I’m rather free rotting at home awaiting for my nervewrecking results (pun intended) which if I’m not guessing wrong, should be arriving at my doorstep in 2 weeks time from now. Next month could possibly be a hunt of my lifetime for jobs…sigh.. trying not to go out too often like I used to at the time being (maklumlah..go out banyak guna duit), probably just limited to weekends if possible (ahh…then again, the temptations…).

What did I do after I’ve returned for these few weeks? Hmm…nothing important much at all..the usual gatherings with friends and forummers (Jacsville lor LOL). Met up with my fellow bbians Dina, Kanesh & his bro Tusham, Wei Wern and the Chun brothers. Fadli couldn’t come as he had to break fast till Raya approaches. Oops, haven’t contacted Greg that I had returned…on second thought..nah, don’t think he had the time to meet me anyway since he’s been ever so busy.

Missing Mel, PT, HF, Bavin and the rest back in Sitiawan. Mel’s returning from Labuan on the 13th of Nov, hopefully I’ll be able to meet her in KLIA but mum pula said for the sake of driving to and fro to KLIA just to meet her for that few hours, ain’t worth the petrol woh.. Ai..what to do..not working mah…if I was using my own money to pay then different story. Hopefully when she and PT come down to KL a week plus later, I’ll be able to make it. Let there better be no interviews falling on those few critical days. I know she’s dying to have a look on the Real Madrid Jersey I bought for her in Liverpool hehe.

Then my good pal Adrian, who’s currently waiting to leave for Australia next year came over to my parents’ apartment for 5 days. We had the whole place to ourselves and what else? Being the PS 2 freak he is, of course lah we PSed 2 the entire week LOL. Kingdom Hearts, Kingdom Hearts 2, RE: Code Veronica X, Devil May Cry 3 and Onimusha 4 were the games we played. Kingdom Hearts was definitely an interesting game to play, having makers from Final Fantasy Square Enix collaborate with Walt Disney’s Studio, bringing west meeting our childhood favourite cartoon characters (Yay Mickey, Minnie, Donald, Daisy, Goofy, Pluto blah blah blah).

Jacsville gang as usual, the recordings..in fact, 2 recordings bvack 2 back week in Angkasapuri; Jac solo and Jac + Dayang duet. Yeah, my never ending silly hardcore fanatic over her LOL. There was the Heart 2 Heart Charity Concert in Putra Stadium last Saturday. RM10 for the ticket and it’s charity purposes, why not?

Oh yes, DeepaRaya is just around the corner…not sure if there’s any ‘bukaing’ anywhere but we’re planning one in Kanesh’s house this Sat. Gate-crash uninvited hehe. Then there’s the singing comp in Atria. Kenny, Jo jie jie, Brian & CM - jia you! Make sure either 3 of you bolot the top 3 spots. Me waiting for the ‘big’ treat hehe… ;P